First Timer

Ok so sadly enough this is my very first time being this close to someone. What the hell do you do? Well I have been doing the best I can. I talk about your problems with you, when your confused I am always there to...unconfuse you. I give you the best logics in the world ( lollipop ) Like everyone says yeah I love you sis your awesome I dont know where I would be with out you, and then just poofs! Right out of my life. How do I know that you wont do the same. I have never told anyone anything I tell you, you met me before I even met my self if thats even possible. People have been in and out all I can say right is.........will you just stay where you are. please?