Old Friends

So when you are best friends with someone you share everything you go everywhere with them and you expect them to be there when you fall. But when you get so close to someone and they just leave you or act like a completely different person then you start to question. I had a friend we are not as close anymore because she turned complete BITCH! not even joking but I think when she realized what she had then didnt have she changed. But let me tell you there were times that she really messed up my life and made it so bad that I had to move schools just to get a break. But talking to her over again made me realize what we had was special, she was the first friend I really put my real self out in front of and we were best freinds. we did everything together talked on the phone alot and never got mad at eachother. then soemthing happened I dont really know what but it just did. I moved made new friends and I am happy but I still sometimes see her and everything just omes back to me and it maks me very sad to see her with otherpeople or to even see myself with other people. everyone told me tat she was a bitch that that I needed out if I was even wanted to survive. But I can say that I miss you. But having a new best friend kinda gets my mind off of her and all of our memories, but there still sometimes is that voice in my head that says hey look remember all the good times dont you want to get back to that, and it is very hard to walk away from that.