That horrible feeling

You know that feeling where you think your all alone, and the people that you hang out with everyday are strangers? Yeah well I am trying to escape that feeling because it makes me want to through up. I walk down the halls and the walls are getting thinner and thinner, and when people say Hi, I say hey.....thinking who they were. Knowing that I wont she her after History class or at lunch. I know she is only my sister but still she never gets mad at me and she always knows how to make me feel better when I am feeling the worst. The girls at the high school are popular or totally freaky lookin'. There and never will be anyone like my sister. She is just a person and I dont know why I am so connected but I think I need to disconnect just a little bit because anything that happens to her I get really upset and confused. I love her, she is my twin, I am really glad we are. :)